if it makes you smile :) just do it

1. 10
   Sep
   
   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pSFyrrhKj1Q&feature=player_embedded
2. 3
   Sep
   

   "if you could only let it be, you would see;
   i like you the way you are
   when we’re driving in your car,
   and you’re talking to me one on one but you become
   somebody else round everyone else,
   you’re watching your back,
   like you can’t relax,
   you’re tryna be cool but you look like a fool to me….."

   - Avril Lavigne
3. 2
   Sep
   

   Its ok with me that you tried to ruin my day. Really. But is it ok with you that you couldnt? Im still smiling, are you? Saying those things didnt make you any happier or me any sadder. Putting someone down doesnt make you any bigger.
4. 27
   1
   Sep
   

   “I know you saw me, why didn’t you say hi?”

   mariannmaeee:

   Okay, you saw me too, why didnt you? Sometimes I feel like I have to make the first move on everything. If you were confident enough, you would just go for it without debating who will do it before the other person does.
5. 31
   Aug
   

   if i could tell you anything….

   Id say thanks.

   Thanks for all the times you flirted with her, thanks for all the times you made me want to scream and throw things, thanks for all the times you made my head spin like crazy, thanks for all the times you made me feel like curling into a ball and staying there, thanks for all the times you made me hold back tears, thanks for making me try to change for you, thanks for putting her first when i needed you, thanks for letting me down …..

   Because all those things made me stronger. If it was anyone else who did those things, I wouldnt have stuck around as long as i did with you. only for you. and if i hadnt stuck around, I would never have learned to stop comparing myself to other girls. I would never have learned to keep fighting. I would never have learned to keep smiling. I would never have learned that no one on the planet is worth changing myself for. 

   I would never have held back tears for anyone else. But with you, i need to show myself how far ive come. No more crying for you. You made me a fighter, and now im going to fight.
6. 1301
   31
   Aug
   

   "Either write something worth reading or do something worth writing."

   -

   Benjamin Franklin

   (via bodhisattvaquotes)

   (via quote-book)

7. 8867
   31
   Aug
   
   

   shattered-memories:

   ja-seeyum09:chikachikachoo:labiomordido:fuckingdeardiary:in-color:angelbarbosa:dorkvader:emphasis:timothyuichico7:nothingbuttime:(via eatsleepdraw)
8. 30
   Aug
   

   "Everything will be ok in the end. If its not ok, its not yet the end. So hang on in there."
9. 30
   Aug
   

   school soon ;)

   so soon ill be on my way back to school :O waahoo!

   im so excited :P dorky me :) this year will be the best yet i think :) no serious exams and the chance to try new subjects and learn so much about myself :) im so ready for it. im ready to try new things and let my guard down. talk to everyone . try new things. be myself. thats the plan :)

   but of course you are the only problem. i know we left things a mess between us. i didnt mean to hurt you. really i didnt dump you because how you never talked to me, or how i couldnt trust you or how you messed up . really it was how i acted when you let me down. jealous, bitter and upset. cant you see thats not me? when im with you i cant be myself. and being myself is the most important thing to me. can you try understand? please? dont make it any harder. its for the best.
10. 30
    Aug
    

    bubz

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6OhldhI-TYU&feature=player_embedded

    bubzbeauty <3

    i really dont know where id be without bubzbeauty … she has taught me so much and made me into the person i am. she thought me not to judge anyone or put anyone down… even myself. shes actually an inspiration. wow :O

    the most beautiful thing cannot be seen, they can only feel them in your heart <3